1. |
Disappear
02:19
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No face
I don't know what I'd replace if I had skin left to spare
No time
To level up down or rewind I’m in a photo out of frame
When I was strong I knew how to feel
I know I'm broken
Am I awake I’m tryin not to faint
But I can’t look in the mirror
Disappear
Disappear
I don't wanna disappear
I don't wanna disappear
No place
To think about whether I'm safe
I wanna turn off everything
No feel
To live my own surreal
To live my own reveal
Disappear (I don’t wanna be here)
Disappear (I’m too much to breathe in)
I don't wanna disappear (it’s to much to see)
I don't wanna disappear
I don't wanna be here
I'm too much to breathe in
It's too much to see here
It's too much for feeling
I’m tired of sleeping with my fear (4x)
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2. |
Amnesia
02:55
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Don't fight he’s never here
One light bedside
Her warmth, he can’t find
The walls keep them blind
Blessed by another ear
I snoozed right behind
Our boxes snuck underground
You fell with no one around
No memories ever kept
No memories ever spent
No memories to forget
No home to lose where hearts never met
No memories to forget
No memories to forget
No memories to forget
No memories to forget
I wanna know
are you comin' home?
Was I wrong?
Did I work too much?
I wanna know
Where did I go wrong?
Was I wrong?
Was I wrong?
Don't cry they’re never here
No room to feel
My walls have no frowns
They change without sound
No memories ever kept
No memories ever spent
No memories to forget
No home to lose where hearts never met
No memories to forget
No memories to forget
No memories to forget
No memories to forget
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3. |
Sleepwalker
03:21
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I wont fade this time
it wasn't my fault that you turned into the monsters they warned me about
It's not right to say that I'm fine when you're near
I'd rather be anywhere but here
Faking a smile
I would be another lie
Where do you go to sleep at night?
I wish I could sleep through it all
Like you
Resting all night through
Like you
Holding a halo too
Like you
Safe inside your room
I wish
Words woulda helped me then
But I was alone
Upside down
I was alone
I loathe trying to call for a safe home
I wasn't my fault
Don't say this time
'it isn't my fault how you feel'
As if I made all this up in a dream
It's not right to throw it at the girl
Who sleepwalked in with Rorschach smeared under her eyes
You shouldn't have pried.
You were wrong the second try.
Where do you go to sleep at night?
I wish I could sleep through it all
Like you
Always safe at night
Like you
Always safe to lie
Like you
Always safe to try
Like you
Always safe
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4. |
Courtship
02:50
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I want to climb to the moon
Seat a table for two
But I’m always locked inside your room
I want to drive through the stars
Till you ride past my scars
But your doorway folds the map of how to start
The cliffdive of my old life
Shattered shingles of a new roof and I
Lost my pricetag
and memory of my freedom
Fed myself to the fire
Will I ever learn (what I am worth)
Will I ever learn (what I am worth)
Will I ever learn (what I am worth)
Will I ever learn (what I am worth)
You don’t know
You don’t know
You don’t know
You don’t know
You don’t know
You don’t know
I want to camp near a view
Mirror of my solitude
I remember you, priceless and renewed
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5. |
Life Death Repeat
03:19
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I’m asleep before bed
and I’m tired enough to quit
But I’m always getting up to run from dreams in my head
I don’t see when I look
at the hands on my face
So I fix on the lines of my skin
I shouldn’t exist
Is the thought I can’t miss
Cause it stays on repeat while strings hold up my wrists
I can’t breathe while I look
Like a pencil in lace
But at least they’d believe that I’m thin
Tears when I see what I’ve become
No sign of meaning here
Nothing to be sung
They say that you happened to age as a woman
You’re better off quiet now
Silence starts to be loud
(I'm dying I'm dyin)
I'm dying I'm dyin To love me
I'm dying I'm dyin To love me
Let me start again
First I need me dead
To let another life crawl out from this rut I’m in
Get me lower now
So I remember how
To believe in something anything
Tears when I scream that I’m nothing
Somehow I’m breathing here
Buried but alive now
Tears are what tell me I’m something
That I wanna be here
That I wanna be found
I'm dying I'm dyin To love me (I wanna live like I know)
I'm dying I'm dyin To love me
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6. |
Lovepain
02:31
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How can I tell you what fills my hide
Gory and beautiful side by side
Harrowed by impulse strewn through the times
Drip by drip
I’m pale from losing my
Grip by grip, I fall til pain arrives
I cant
Cant speak
Speak love
Love unless
Unless it’s pain
It’s pain painful (2x)
Your love waited over moving lines
Pages here displaced by different strides
I never imagined they'd meet inside
Slip by slip, I blend into every lie
Trip by trip, nothing to recognize
Drip by drip, pale from losing my
Grip by grip, I fall til pain arrives
(I can't show my hands
I can't see myself)
I cant
Cant speak
Speak love
Love unless
Unless it’s pain
It’s pain painful (2x)
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7. |
Outside of You
02:50
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Sometimes you’re the only one watching
Sometimes you’re the only one who listens
I don’t know if I’m here otherwise
I don’t know if I’m here
Most times I’m a ghost in my bedroom
Most times I can’t remember how I used to
Feel alive without you
Feel alive
Alive
Alive
Alive
Sometimes you’re the only who knows me
Sometimes you’re my failure to breathe and I
Love gasping for air
I don’t know how to care otherwise
All times I’m hollowed of meaning
All times I’m blurred inside my feelings
Outside of you
Outside of you
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8. |
Death Dream
02:40
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I fell in a death dream
Longed when I awoke
I still dream of falling both to death and love
I fell in a death dream
Longed when I awoke
I still dream of falling both to death and love
I rise to live a nightmare
Walking dead and broke
I can’t drink to hydrate soaked in debt and sun
Do I stand on buildings
Or sprawl on cement
How do I revive a mind that craves the end
I don’t know tomorrow
I don’t know my fate
You are everything that holds my will to stay
I fell in a love dream
Caught by you alone
I live dreams of loving both while asleep and woke
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9. |
Gone
02:59
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Gone
Swept overnight but i don’t want to return
To everything lost
I had nothing to lose all along
Cleansed of my pride
But I like how it burns
To bandage my strife
And watch all my walls vanish
I'll leave it all behind
Dead inside and running out of time
Climb into the wilderness of my mind
I was already (gone)
Gone
Walked through the room behind my eyes
it’s been a while — since I’ve seen this side
All of my dreams covered
But this path wasn’t mine
How long have I been running dead and blinded
Way too fast to know it’s been a lie
I was already gone
I'll leave it all behind
Dead inside and running out of time
Climb into the wilderness of my mind
I was already gone So I
left it all behind
Died inside and ran out of time
Climbed into the wilderness of mine
I was already gone
I was already gone
I was already
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ELYP Glendale, California
Incessantly existential, Los Angeles-based Elyp is the dyslexic, brooding underbelly of an otherwise making face. Her music processes self-suppression and self-loathing with glass harmonies and erratic music production that leans cinematic. Elyp's music sounds akin to Sylvan Esso and Kimbra with vocal styling similar to Fiona Apple. ... more
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